un~EASY...

It feels... nuthin more than any possible feelings dat been creepin around 24-7...
D insecurity... for such conditions...
D eagerness of avoiding unknown possible chaos...
Dat leads into... da most un-EASY way for a TYPICAL individual...
To give out such CLARITY to someone... dat been put into a position of TRUSWORTHY...

It's either... da way of such INDIVIDUAL minglin' around...
Or da way of any possible PERCEPTION been giving by others...
Really put a thousands of different THOUGHTS...
After all da NEGLECTIONS...

Perhaps... for such PEOPLE... it is da way how certain PERSON... luv being CATAGORIZED
And lucky ENOUGH, to accept d ORDINARY and claim it as da NEW TRENDSETTER

Kadang-kadang...

Kadang-kadang... teringin rasa di hati menadah tangan di tepi jalan... meminta kasihan...
Ibarat pengemis di jalanan... tanpa malu... tanpa segan...
Biarpun kudrat masih dikandung badan...

Kadang-kadang... teringin duduk saja berpeluk tubuh...
Ibarat hidup yang sentiasa mengharap tempat berteduh...
Tanpa perlu berusaha berkeringat peluh
Di hujung hari... berterusan mengeluh...

Kadang-kadang... teringin saja tidak mahu pedulikan perasaan orang...
Menikmati segala habuan tanpa pedulikan kiri-kanan yang memandang...
Asal hidup bergaya biarpun hutang keliling-pinggang...

...sum thoughts... sum pieces...

Jon B ~ Somene To Love feat Babyface

Don't even like to think about it
I don't know what I would do without it
I only know I live and breathe for your love
Baby you came to me in my time of need
When i needed you, you're there for me
Baby, the love from you is what got me through
It's because of you I was able to
Give my heart again, you give me

[Chorus:]
Someone to love
Someone to touch
Someone to hold
Someone to know
Someone to love
Someone to trust
Someone to hold
Oh someone to know


I thought I'd never love again
I thought my life was over and
I didn't want to face nor even see another day
Suddenly from no where, baby you appeared
You dried my tears, you cared for me
Baby your love for me, truly rescued me
It's becuase of you, I was able to
Fall in love again, you give me

[Chorus:]
Someone to love
Someone to touch
Someone to hold
Someone to know
Someone to love
Someone to trust
Someone to hold
Oh someone to know

[Bridge:]
For so long in my life, I wouldn't let love inside
But i swallowed my pride the day you arrived
Now that you're by my side
Everything is all right
It's because of you, I was able to
Give my heart again, you give me

[Chorus:]
Someone to love
Someone to touch
Someone to hold
Someone to know
Someone to love
Someone to trust
Someone to hold
Oh someone to know

Boys II Men ~ Water Runs Dry

We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed

Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change

Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by

Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby

Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart

Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away

Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by

Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby

WIN the Olympus PEN Lite E-PL3 or the Olympus PEN mini E-PM1!

Hellooooo... people!!!

Heh... just wanna share wit YOU all bout dis contest...

"WIN the Olympus PEN Lite E-PL3 or the Olympus PEN mini E-PM1!"

AWESOME PRIZES TO BE WON...

• 1st prize: Olympus PEN Lite E-PL3 Kit worth RM 2,499
• 2nd prize: Olympus PEN mini E-PM1 Kit worth RM 2,099
• 3rd-5th prize: Olympus PEN carry-all bag worth RM350

All you need to do is...

Write a blog post titled 'My Happiest Moment', tell the story behind the photograph and submit your entry to 'em....

All da BEST to YOU... yehawwww!!!

Selamat Penganten Baru to my kazen, Jojo & his wife, Azeyana!

Besides celebrating my birthday... on da same day, Saturday (8.10.11) rite after d AJs celebrating my b'day wit BIG LUNCHEON... my kazen (anak pak teh), Jojo or Johan Andriansyah (who's same age wit my younger bro, Nizam) dinikahkan oleh tok kadi after Asar @ Surau As-Salam, Seksyen 4, Kota Damansara dgn pasangannya, Azeyana. The 2nd kazen lelaki got maryy after abg fazrideen (7 years back?)... huhuhu!

Almost all of us are there kecuali yg duduk jauh & juga yg bekerja... It's great to be gather wit all... it's been awhile... mmg lama sangat tak jumpa yg jauh2 esp from Perak.

Da receptions happened on da nex day wit d awesome date - 9.10.11!




A gajilions congrats from all of us...Selamat Penganten Baru to Jojo & to Azeyana, welcome to da family... yay!

Happy Birthday... to ME!!!

08 . 10 . 1982

Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Allah masih benarkan aku hidup di muka bumi Nya ini... 

Biarpun getir & penuh b'liku...

Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Aku masih sihat tubuh badan... 

Masih lagi terus berusaha... 

Masih mahu mencuba... 

Biarpun kejayaan masih lagi belum berpihak kepada diri ini...

Terima kasih atas semua ucapan tak kira di FB, SMS...

Doakan aku... punya KERJA yg TETAP... peroleh PENDAPATAN yg TETAP...

Dan Sesungguhnya, AKU TIDAK PERNAH MELUPAKAN SEGALA JANJI...

Amin... Amin... Amin...

Ya Allah... Maha Pengasih

Thank YOU, Nuffnang

Just managed to open up my Gmail & I saw this ONE particular e-mail by Nuffnang...
I thought it's just an ordinary wish by websites... I read it slowly & it stated this:-

"You've been SELECTED to RECEIVE 4 COMPLIMENTARY TICKETS for ANY MOVIES from TGV!"

Wahoooo....!!!!

Thank YOU SO MUCHHH... Nuffnang!!!

I LUV YOU EVEN MORE!!!

Rest In Peace... Steve Jobs

Steven Paul Jobs
(February 24, 1955 – October 5, 2011)

Steve Jobs, the Apple co-founder and former CEO, has died at the age of 56 after a long and highly public battle with cancer.

Here is a link from Telegraph bout "Steve Jobs:Timeline"

p/s: thou I'm not a fan or a user of Apple... I adores, salutes to this man...
So, Rest In Peace... Mr Steve Jobs


Ne-Yo ~ FADE into The Background

She looks so good in that white dress
At the far end of the aisle
Standing where I should be standing,

Some other man on his face there's a smile
I just walked in sat down silent
I stood outside for awhile
Wondering why did I come here
Face it you messed up and now
she's with somebody else
Yeah yeah

And now all I can do is smile and fade into the background
I'll say congratulations and I'll fade into the background

Such a lovely reception
I sat here sipping Rosete
Then we catch eyes for a second
Both of us smile then quickly look away
Funny you don't know what you got
till you ain't got it no more
put down my glass grab a bottle
I throw it back and I shout she's with somebody else

And now all I can do is smile and fade into the background
I'll say congratulations and I'll fade into the background

Sure hate to fade into the background

Ohhh ohHhh Ohhh OhhHh OhhHh ohhh ohhhh ohhhh ohhhh

She with somebody else yeah yeah yeah yeah

And now all I can do is smile and fade into the background

I'll say congratulations and I'll fade into the background

...working HARD! I must say...

Since last wix... due to all PENDING~ness... + non-stopable  registration... I choose to NOT to attend training futsal (plus, da DOMPET also sooo... fudging kempesss!)...
My routines starts as early as I can be coz I've changed my sleepy time...
Huu...
Tunggang-tungging-t'golek le gak...
Sambil² ganti posa... (huuu... ada 3 hari lg nak ganti ni, weh!)...
From Sunday (25/9) til Thursday (29/9), my daily starts wit album - to AFC - home - sleep - album - afc - home - kept repeating... on & on... till weekend... pheuhhhh!
Settled 1 album... sambung album seterusnya... on and on and on...
Hopefully, lajuuu lagi lah aku perabeskan kesemua album2 ni...
Amin...

p.s:- da kontrak contineud... alhamdulillah...
Dah 1 tahun 5 bulan... hmm...
Ntah bila nak permanent...
Dari bulan 8 janji kata nak serap masuk as permanent...
Janji Manismu - Aishah, sunggoh!
Huu..

Bukan xcari... aku cari... siap pergi interview...
Belum rezeki... kalau ada pun... ala² lepas semput...
Hmm...

Insya Allah... jika mmg REZEKI utk yg SABTU lepas...
Moga² ada hendak-Nya!
AMIN!!!