Searching...

Dealing with dilemma...
Always driven with uncertain thoughts...
And I keep on lurking around...
Hoping that I can be more specific...
So, that I don't have to be worry...
Once I've made my decision.

I always wonder...
Am I doing the right thing?
Am I gonna be OKAY?
Or
Am I able to walk out this dungeons of dull & soppy life?

Where should I go from here?
How do I deal with the uninvited guess?

I am... trying to be the best out of it...
I know... I can be what I wanna be...
I have to push harder... & not just keep on dreaming...

I pray & I hope... I'm gonna be OKAY & able to SMILE again