It ain't da SAME... and YOU'll never get it...

Went for a meeting...
Back at my desk... I saw 5 missed calls, 3 smses...
I thought it's my abah... or family members...
Turned out to be... a friend of mine... who just landed from Bandung & trying to get me to accompany her...

She's been asking me since last wix... which I already told her... I can't...
Plus, kebetulan my auntie passed away on 19th...
So, I thought... definitely I'm excluded from the iternary...

Tup tup... rupanya dok mengharap lagi... aihhh...

Sometimes... I don't expect people arounds me to understand...
But at least... do RESPECT... your own FRIEND situation... condition...
I know... I've been there alll the times... for almost all my friend...
And I didn't EXPECT MORE OR LESS... my friends to do the same...
Perhaps... at least... just some or LITTLE CONSIDERATION... to understand... why... NOW... I can't be there like those days...

Orang cakap... makin berumur... patut makin STABIL... makin OKAY...
REALITI... tak semua orang hidupnya UNTUNG sabut timbul... UNTUNG diri sendiri... wallahualam...

Tak SEMUA orang SANGGUP macam aku SANGGUP
Tak SEMUA orang mahu SUSAH macam aku SUSAH...

Dan aku tak harap SESEN pun... BUDI BAIK aku dibalas dengan NILAI HARGA...
Hanya kerana aku cakap... aku rela pergi kerja...
Bunyi macam kejar duit... tapi, memang ya... aku kejar waktu kerja yang membayar hasil kudrat ku...

Yang NAMPAK jelas di mata... KESERONOKAN... mahupun KEINDAHAN aku menjalani AKTIVITI harian aku...

Ya, aku tak SURUH pun FAHAM kan semua perjalanan HIDUP aku...

Dah habis TERANG.. JELAS... aku menceritakan kedudukan aku sekarang...
Tu pun dikata... "oh x sangka pula nilai kawan tu disamakan dgn nilai wang ringgit"

Hmm...

Kau ajelah yang MENANG...
Kau ajelah yang BETUL...