Shoots... mahalnya...?!!

I've been longing to write about this particular post...
And I'm aware... a lot of 'em... will be HURT...
But... it is TRUE... TRUTH... da REAL THING...
Definitely... direct from the heart...
And I'm READY & WILLING to accept da FEEDBACK... both ways...

These days...
Everyone... I mean almost everyone... wanna owns a DSLR's camera...
Yup... da most wanted GADGET THINGY...
I mean, at least... in everyone's wish list...

But having a DSLR's camera... doesn't mean YOU ARE A PHOTOGRAPHER...
I'm not PERLEKEH kan those yg ada DSLR...
Even as for me... I learnt to use my D80 from my mentor, Suriya - da GreenApple's boss...
It took 1 year... for me to get used my D80...
And Suriya only letting me go... I mean... goes shooting with another senior photographers after 1 YEAR!

Since that... I gained experienced, skills... and still learning from others seniors...
And I starts to get job shoots own my own...
Alhamdulillah... Syukur... ada rezeki diri sendiri... & juga rakan² byk membantu

It's been 3 years... & I do admit... due to my skills, experiences... I did upgrading my charge...
But still... AFFORDABLE...
I mean come on... for job shoots that came with album + dvd unlimited pictures + x berkira hours = less than RM600...
I don't think others photographer would agreed with me...

Tu pun byk bunyi... siap mintak diskaun bagai...
Dan bila siap bagi diskaun... smpi aku sendiri x amek UNTONG langsung...
Betul² RAW punya rege...
Alih² xde respon... org kata, kesimpulannya... TAK JADI HIRE...
Lebih sakit hati, siap BUAT NASI TAMBAH!
Makkkkkkkkkk aihhhhhhhhh....

Pada aku... aku CAJ utk 1 shoots... ikut EVENT REQUEST by CLIENT
Ada events... perlu 1 saja photographer... ada jgk 2 org.. plg max, mungkin 3 - 5 org...
Klu perlukan 1 org saja... biasa aku caj:-

upah photographer + gambar  (unlmtd pix) + etc (tol + fuel) = less than RM400

but, if with album (ready made custom) = less than RM600

klu rezeki printing album bln tu ada diskaun... ada la UNTUNG...
klu x... PRINT REGE CEKIK DARAH... smpi aku yg NAIK DARAH memikior... nape la aku bg REGE MURAH GITU...

Terpulang lah... aku nak sound... bukan hak aku...
Tapi, smpi wat NASI TAMBAH tu yg aku tak kenaaaaaaannnnnnnnn sgt!!!

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Off to Manjung... n da doyans madness...

Alhamdulillah... rezeki untuk diri...
Sabtu lepas... kawan kolej yg juga ousmates masa belajar dulu, Zunaidah selamat bergelar isteri kepada Muhd Jalil...
Awal tahun hari tu, Januari - Idah hired aku for her engagements...
Syukur... rezeki masih berpihak pada diriku...
For her akad nikah ni... Idah masih mahu aku bertugas... ;)

So, last Friday... along with Ms FD & Ms BM... we starts our journey to Manjung, Perak around 10pm...
Thou it's a 2nd time to uma Idah... yeah, we still kinda like... terpusing² & tergagau² to decide which way or route to follow...
Ha ha ha...
But, syukur... safely arived around 1.30am... & straight to the hotel at Lumut...

As early 7am... already woke up & had breakfast first before went to Idah's ous...
Mak andam arrived right after us....
And the shoots begins...

The 'akad nikah' starts roughly around 12 pm
Alhamdulillah... Idah officially became a wife to Muhd Jalil...
Congrats to both of you...

Right after akad nikah, heads back to Idah's ous for makan²...
It's just family members & close friends coz da majlis bersanding will be held on June...

We starts shoots for outdoor around 6pm @ Teluk Batik / Marina
Settled around 7pm

Went back to the hotel... n had dinner... before sleeps!
Heh...

Nex mornin, Sunday...
We checked out at 10am & starts our journey to Tanjung Malim to visit my sister n her kids...
Weeeeeee... windoooooooooo Afjaaa!
Arrived at TM around 12.30...
Kejap je pun singgah... coz we plan to hunt doyannns..
But sadly to say... doyans unable to find at TM... warkhhhhhhhhhhh!

On the way back...
We stop at almost all R&R... with hopes... that we will find doyans...
Huwaaa....

Last²... kerana nak sangat makan doyannns...
Taman Seraya, Cheras... dokat uma si Fara... kitorg lantakkk doyannns...
Fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Terbaekkkkkkkk!!!

p/s: tobatttt lepaihhh ni ajak si Fara melantakkk doyannn...
wakakakakakak

Achooommmm... srotttt srottt srotttt...

Lama jgk la aku tak kena demam...
Tapi, aku rasa... aku taw puncanya...
Mmg aku salahkan abah!
Ha ha ha... xpasal2 org tua ku itu dipersalahkan... adeh!
Semalam... seharian la aku dok tahan diri kat opis yg penoh kesejukan kalah kutub timur... hu hu hu...
Achooommmm... srotttt srottt srotttt...
Hari ni... mmg aku tumbang sunggoh...
Mmg xdaya nak bgn... tdoo manjang je aku...

d other way around...

Let It OUT...
Let it GO...
Let's RYDE it SLOW...
And go wit da FLOW...

If only we find da way to be honest to each other...
If only we know... how to express ourselves...
Perhaps... it could be DIFFERENT...
And da way I felt rite now... totally AWESOME...

If it's TRUE...
If it's REAL...
Perhaps... it would be da way we WANT it to be...
And it's definitely... DREAM comes TRUE

Jesse McCartney ~ It's OVER...

We've run out of words we've run out of time


We've run out of reasons really why we together

We both know it's over baby bottom line

It's best we don't even talk at all



Don't call me even if I should cross your mind

Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages

Let's just call it quits it's probably better

So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause



'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door

I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore

I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone

Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed



'Cause it's over

Girl you know it's over this time

So when you call I'm pressin' seven

Don't wanna hear your messages messages

I'm tryna erase you from my mind

'Cause it's over

I swear girl it's over this time

So don't keep callin' leavin' messages

Don't wanna know where you been

Baby 'cause it's over



I still wake up every morning quarter to ten

I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table

I can't even remember how long it's been

No trouble stayin' occupied



Oh I ask about you whenever I come around

I do what I can not to put my business in the streets

Last thing I need's another episode

Keep conversation short and sweet because



'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door

I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore

I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone

Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed



'Cause it's over

Girl you know it's over this time

So when you call I'm pressin' seven

Don't wanna hear your messages messages

I'm tryna erase you from my mind

'Cause baby it's over

I swear girl it's over this time

So don't keep callin' leavin' messages

Don't wanna know where you been

Baby 'cause it's over



You know that it's over when the burnin'

And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore

And you know that you're through when she don't do to you

And move you like the way she moved ya before



And you wanna pull her close

But your heart has froze

You kiss her but her eyes don't close

Then she goes out of your heart forever

And it hurts you but you know that it's better



Girl you know it's over

Girl you know it's over this time

So when you call I'm pressin' seven

Don't wanna hear your messages messages

I'm tryna erase you from my mind

'Cause it's over

I swear girl it's over this time

So don't keep callin' leavin' messages

Don't wanna know where you been

Baby 'cause it's over

'Cause it's over

Girl you know it's over this time

So when you call I'm pressin' seven

Don't wanna hear your messages messages

I'm tryna erase you from my mind

'Cause it's over

I swear girl it's over this time

So don't keep callin' leavin' messages

Don't wanna know where you been

Baby 'cause it's over

...I'm DONE!

It's been 3 wix...
And it's not gettin' anywhere...
Either... I'm da one who's not tryin to...
Or neither... we're not meant to be...

Da heart ache... da non-stopable arguements...
Where's the end?
I just don't get it...
Every single moves dat you made...

I'm DONE...
And try to move on...
Wanna start FRESH...
And I hope for the BEST...
for YOU... and definitely for ME...

Wan Syazwani & Wan Mohd Afiq Engagement's Day

Had engagement's photo shoot today at Kajang... for ex-colleague (Carlson) of mine, Wan Syazwani & Afiq...
It's been almost more than a month since the last shoot for outdoor with Aniese & Anuar...
Alhamdulillah... ada rezeki... buat ku...
Syukur...

Thanks Wan... for appointed me...

Congrats to Wan & Afiq...


p/s:- Thank you to Ms Fara for the lighting...
Yehawwww...

cukop PANTANG... tapi, aku KENSEL!

If it's not because of da LUV to SPORTS...
Perhaps... I will just leave it... and find other things to do...

Dan aku CUKOP PANTANG...
Kalau orang suka cakap PERKARA yg LANGSUNG TAK TEPAT dgn KEADAAN yg TAK PERNAH wujud...

Perangai aku... kalau aku betol² SUKA... yg aku MINAT..
Aku sanggup USAHA selagi BOLEH...
Aku akan tunjukkan KESUNGGOHAN juga KOMITED nya aku untuk sesuatu yg AKU MAHU!

Tapi, tidak lah sampai cuba untuk MENDAPAT NAMA, MERAMPAS TEMPAT mahupun TAKHTA
Apatah lagi ingin menjadi FEVERET...
Gilerrr haperrr...
Ingat zaman BUDAK SEKOLAH ke HAPER, wehhh?!!!

Salah orang...
Salah tunding...
Salah cara nya...

Baru je aku nak lancar MOGOK... atau lebih tepat, MERAJUK...
Ramai plak yg datang MEMUJUK...
Aihhh... terpaksalah aku KENSEL kan RASA HATI...

Ye arrrr...
mungkin SALAH FAHAM... SALAH KATA... SALAH DENGAR... SALAH TAFSIR...
Memasing ada PENDAPAT sendiri...
Tak de PERKARA yang tak boleh di SETTLE kan, betul tak...

Insya Allah...
Mungkin lepas ni... lebih baik, lebih bagus, lebih mesra... lebih KUKUH...

Idop BLONDE™!!!
Da chemistry is there...
Thanx for da ups n downs...

Perhaps...

Perhaps...
All these pieces... won't FIT anymore...
And I WISH... I WISH that... I'm not TRYING to FIT in...

Perhaps...
I'm... DONE... find da ONE...
I'm...NOT da ONE of a kind...
Perhaps... I'm just sooo... not YOUR type?

Perhaps...
This should be it...
Perhaps...
This is the END of it...
Perhaps...
I'm just SICK of all these shits!

Perhaps...
We should be apart...
We should never be together...
We shall live happy ever after... perhaps?

Ngedate

Di satu petang, selepas pulang dari bekerja...

"Awk... kita ngedate kat Stesen Minyak Esso atau Mobil tau?"

"Nape?"

"Saya ada RM5 je ni. Tapi, kad SMILES saya ada 770 points. Nanti boleh lah kita redeem minuman & makanan sambil ngedate. eh"

Hu hu hu...

p/s: nasib la ada ka SMILES Exxon Mobil!
Wakakakaka... ;p

Gaban... transpormmmm! Hiyarkhhhh... khuhhhh... kui kui kui

Ni nama nya.. buang tebiat...  ;p

RM5...

Kusut...
Ini saja yang ada...

Kalut...
Perut terus berbunyi...

Serabut...
Bil² tertunggak bertangguh lagi...

Karut...
Dompet aku mmg hanya ada RM5!

Logiknya...

Ada hati...
Ada perasaan...
Ada dendam...
Ada geram...

Tak perlu berselindung...
Tak perlu berkias...
Tak perlu berbahasa...
Tak perlu beradab...

Jelas nampak di mata...
Jelas kesan rasa di hati...
Jelas berbekas parut nyata...
Jelas kelihatan dalam sanubari...

Semua ditelan...
Semua disimpan...
Hancur luluh...
Entahkan bila harus terus berpeluk tubuh begini...

Dunia ini...mmg kecil...

Since the "Ghost Whisperers" already ended... got a time to browse here n there in da FBs + blogs + googles...
And I bumped into this one link... bout Fynn Jamal
Sebaik aku klik pd beliau... aku melayari klip You Tube-nya
Dan cuba teka... aku nmpk kelibat siapa?
Rakan satu company semasa bekerja di GempakStarz...
Ya, En Nazri... yg dahulunya sub-editor Gempak, juga editor di PTS & juga photographer & skrg, videographer!
Perghhhh... salutes!
Bangga & gembira melihat rakan² yg dahulu sebumbung... semakin menyerlah dalam bidang masing²...

p/s:- dulu, ms ramai2 benti keja GempakStarz, aku penah dgr bos tu kata kami xmampu hidup kalau bukan di bawah naungannya...
Sekarang... apa cerrrr, "Botak"?!!
Even editor kesygn, Ayour pun blah tinggalkan ko!
Hu hu hu...

Tapi, bukan itu niat aku...
Pada aku... tak semua benda yg kita rasa nikmatnya... even berpuluh tahun sekalipun...
Kalau hati tetap tak rasa sedap... diri sendiri yg tahu menilai... apa yg kita mahu...

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Nike Dunk SB Horror Pack - Freddy Krueger

Size:

US - 9
UK - 8

RM1700 (negotiable)

d odds way...

Tryin to get my feet on da ground...
Kept remind myself...
It's gonna be okay...
And it's just another falls down... thou it does gave me a big knocked!

Been tryin..
to avoid...
to be apart...
and not to think about it...

I wish I could scream my lungs out...
I wish YOU could hear...
Or... at least... try to understand...

Nahhh...
it won't be da way I want it...
it won't be da way WE thought it could be...

Da dreams... da moments... just flown away...
Perhaps... it won't be anything...

Get your STORY & FACTS RIGHT... you MORONS!

Such a an a$$hole... damn b!atch!
What's your problem, pr!ck?!!

Just by READING... STALKING.. LURKING around...
YOU think YOU got the REAL PICTURE?
YOU think YOU got the TRUE STORY?
YOU think YOU good e'nuff to JUDGE me?

Oh come on...
YOU are not there... b!tch!
YOU walked away... and now, YOU wanna TEACH me how to LIVE?

If YOU are so damn right...wHy didn't YOU reply me?
wHy didn't YOU come thru & direct to me?!!
Such a pu$$y...!!!

Next time.... if YOU are BRAVE e'nuff...
Come to ME!
Talk to ME!
Confront ME!
Deal with ME!
Only ME!

A$$~hole!

Super massives Smiss weekender, y'all!

Wuhooo...
From Saturday's morning... went to smis with White Space, Green Apple
2 hours smis... with almost 10 - 12 peoples...
And da best part, I forget to bring my own racquet...
Luckily enuff... Ms Wai got so many xtras racquet.. huhuhu!
I realized it... right after I parked my car at Sports Planet Kota Damansara.... haiyooooooooooo!!!

Later at evening... smis wit Fara & her colleague - da Phillippines (Sheryl, Von, Raymond along with Kak Sya & her son, Omar)
2 hours smis at Sports Planet Ampang...
Feuhhhhh...

And today, Sunday... had smis with Fara, Sheryl, Riena & Imah... @ Protech, Endah Parade, Sri Petaling...
Wuhooo....
Thou it's just only 1 hour... with all da sweats + laugh... man!
Totally tiring + exhausted & definitely, fun!

Toni Braxton ~ Let It Flow Lyric

First thing early Monday morning
I'm gonna packed my tears away

Got no cause to look back
I'm lookin' for me a better day

You see the thing 'bout love
Is that it's not enough
If the only thing it brings you is pain
There comes a time when we could all make a change, darlin'

Just let go
And let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Everything's gonna work out right,
Ya know
Let go, and let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let go

Don't nobody want no broken heart
And don't nobody want no two time losers

Ain't nobody gonna love you like you are
If you take whatever he brings your way


You see the thing of it
Is we deserve respect
But we can't demand respect without change
There comes a time when we must go our own way

Just let go
And let it glow, let it flow, let it flow
Everything's gonna work out right,
Y'know
Let go,a nd let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let go

Sometimes love it can work out right
Sometimes you'll never know
But if it brings only pain in your life
Don't be afraid to let it go

Toni Braxton Let it Flow Live

Yay... thanks to Karyawarni

First of all.. this is a job from a friend, Ms Azlin Khairy of Karyawarni...
I've been appointed to shoot for this project with a theme "Alice In Wonderland"...
A gazellions THANK YOU for the oppurtunity...
With 2 helpful models... Ms Qaseh & Ms Farah Wong
With the help of my good friend, Ms Fara as da lighting person...

Do visits:- Karyawarni

Hope you guyz will like it...

p/s:- this is my first time job shoots models...

Too much to ASK... too much to HAVE... too much to LOSE

Trying to be... by sharing your feelings...
Sumthing that I've been treasure...
It's been awhile.. and it's been tough...

Perhaps...
it is sumthin... that you willing to do... to go... to be...
but... sumtimes... it's just gettin hard... thou you want it so bad...

With all the loneliness... sorrow... what more could it be... more than worst condition that you ever be in...
It's just too hard... to feel.. to achieve...
Yet... a little sweetness.. kindness... to light up your pathetic day...

Yup...
It is... too much to ASK... too much to HAVE... too much to LOSE...
OR maybe... it's just another human's life that you just need to know...

back in da building... of AFC! Alhamdulillah

last Friday... got called from AFC to contineu contract for a month...
Syukur Alhamdulillah...
at the same department...
still doing da registering...
but this time around... using db SQL, php & also da usual, IS for AFC-link...
huhuhu...
ngantukkkk dowh tgk enviroment pc yg boring...
huarghhhhhhhhhh...
hahaha...
xpe.. timba ilmu... walaupun keje hanya key in data...
insya allah.. mana tahu.. slps 9 bulan asyik kontrak... tetiba rezeki...
AMIN.. AMIN... AMIN (harap² gitu lah hendakNya)

It's NEVER E'nuff... It's NEVER gets any BETTER...

I thought.. it would be PERFECT...
Delure by PASSIONATE... perhaps LOVE at first sight... but yet, TRUST...

My WORRIES became REALITY...
Thou... MESSED UP with BAD INTRODUCTION...
Perhaps EXCITED dat I found... what I've been waiting for quite some time...

Never thought... it would be my WORST NIGHT MARE...
Thou CONFESSION been made...
The BLAMING & CURSES... all over da place...
What more can I OFFER... despite all the HISTORY already WRITTEN so well...

I don't need to be REMIND... because I ADMIT it...
I'm not RUNNING.. I'm here to face it...
Cut off the CRAP... and I want a REAL DEAL...

I'm not trying to get FORGIVENESS...
but a CHANCE to say how SORRY I am... for all da SHITS!
Despite being ACCUSED... because I'm not DENYING it...

Maliq & D'essentials - Penasaran

kau... bertanya mengapa kita terus berjalan
mencoba pertahankan
meski ku tahu ada yang salah
benarkah ini hanyalah... penasaran cinta

ku denganmu selalu jadi pertanyaan
tanpa sebuah jawaban, tanpa cinta
dirimu dan aku tlah banyak buang waktu
trus mencari jawaban cinta

impian bahagia akan menjadi nyata
bila ada rasa saling percaya
benarkah atau hanyalah... penasaran cinta

ku denganmu selalu jadi pertanyaan
tanpa sebuah jawaban, tanpa cinta
dirimu dan aku tlah banyak buang waktu
trus mencari jawaban, mencari alasan cinta

ku denganmu selalu jadi pertanyaan
tanpa sebuah jawaban... tentang cinta
dirimu dan aku tlah banyak buang waktu
trus mencari jawaban cinta

ku denganmu selalu jadi pertanyaan
tanpa sebuah jawaban, tanpa cinta
dirimu dan aku tlah banyak buang waktu
trus mencari jawaban 'tuk terus berjalan
mencari alasan 'tuk terus bertahan
'tuk terus berjalan

FRENLY again... wuhoooo!

Hohoho...
Da usual... treneng wit da FC™Blonde...
Wuhooo...
Managed to score 1 goal...
And also... I think... for the 1st time ever... I don't think it's not da typical of me... played da game!
Entah kenapa aku ghaser terasa SANGAT KURANG AJAR dalam pitch kali ni...
Entah mana datangnya kudrat untuk BENTES pihak lawan dari 2 team (ke 3 team?) sebanyak 4 KALI!

Dan yang besh nyer... gara² melihat daku memBENTES rakan mereka... aku di~ter~JELEPOK n di~ter~GOLEK kan... hua hua hua... muka dorg yg lebey tak puas hati... lexxx arrr....

Apa² pun... I think... I'm feeling more as PART of da TEAM!
Da TEAM SPIRIT is THERE!

Dat's a guud sign...
Rasa lagi TERATUR... well planned...
Reliefed...!!!


p/s:- ingat senang nak merasa PERASAAN PASUKAN itu...
n dat's how you gain da MOST IMPORTANT thing when YOU ARE doin da RITE thing...
SALUTES all!

da FC™B ~ Fit + Fab + BLONDE!