Won't Look Back...

Every time I look, every time I stare upon a mirror
I really don't know whom I thought I knew for years

Who's the man I see, he's been foolin' me
Keeps telling me what I thought I was supposed to be

Twenty five years had passed I've made a lot of sacrifice
I do everything for everybody but me

No, no, no one can really tell, I hide my tears so well
By the time they look, they can only see the smiles

Sometimes I wonder, they care as how much I cared
Would they really dare to do the things I dared

Anyway that don't matter, if they don't do the same to me
I'd still be doing things I do, you see

My life, is like a burning candle
Bringing joy to people, giving light though how much
It's hurting me, if that's the way it's gotta be then let it be
But this time the pain's too deep, too hard

To my heart
Can no longer take this pain

No longer sleep at night
I don't wanna live another day

Don't wanna fall apart
I just wish I could vanish all that's breaking me

Just leave the misery
And don't look back

Every time I try, to lie to myself that everything's OK
I can't deny, I cry and all that I can say

God, have mercy
Please give me, give me, show the light to me

So I can give the joy the people want to feel
So I can live another day until I have no will
If that's the way then let it be
But this time the pain's too deep to hard


To my heart
Can no longer take this pain

No longer sleep at night
I don't wanna live another day

Don't wanna fall apart
I just wish I could vanish all that's breaking me

Just leave the misery

And don't look back

Everyday I pray I have the strength to carry on
Every night and day I pray things just work my way
Well, it better be that way, it's a dangerous game I play
But no one has to know all the heartache I take
It's a nightmare out there, I've got no one to share
Troubles in my mind, in my mind I bare
If that's the way it's got to be, then let it be
But this time's the pain's too deep, too hard

To my heart
Can no longer take this pain

No longer sleep at night
I don't wanna live another day

Don't wanna fall apart
I just wish I could vanish all that's breaking me

Just leave the misery
And don't look back