Lately...

Lately...
I found out... this is not sumthin dat I really wanted desperately...
I was there... been there...

Strangely...
It felt... just nuthin from deep within...
Left sumthin... hangin...
and I have to admit... I'm deeply trippin...

Completely... different...
Obviously... awkward...
Sumthin dat shud never exist...
And I just hope...
It's just only another nite mare that wud never got carried away