Ma ~ Time

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

...crazy rite?

Friday, November 23, 2012

...PERSON & LESSON

Thursday, November 22, 2012

...then, how la?

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

...By My Side



sung by David Choi

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking
I am waiting as the time goes by
I think of you with every breath I take
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine
You're all I see in everything

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

All the fears you feel inside
And all the tears you've cried
They're ending right here
I'll heal your hardened soul
I'll keep you oh so close
Don’t worry; I'll never let you go
You're all I need
You're everything

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

No one else would ever do
I've got a stubborn heart for you
Call me crazy but it's true
I love you
I didn't think that it would be you who made it clear to me
You're all I need

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

...FRIEND?

...be REAL ...be YOURSELF



Tak pernah aku melabelkan diri aku SEMPURNA...
Tapi Insya Allah... moga Allah senantiasa ada di sisi...
Jauhkanlah daripada segala bentuk kelalaian, kealpaan
Yang paling penting... SENTIASA BERPIJAK di dunia NYATA

PELIK rasa... bila dapat tahu... ada yang bercakap SEBALIKnya tentang DIRI ini...
Hanya kerana melihatkan keadaan RAPAT dengan seseorang / sekelompok
ANGGAPAN itu lebih tinggi daripada keinginan untuk BERTANYA pada tuan badan itu sendiri...

Lebih kelakar, PESANAN / PERLI-an itu menggunung...
Bagaikan tidak menyedari KATA²/UNGKAPAN yang diberikan langsung tidak menggambarkan DIRI yg mengeluarkan / meluahkan / menyebutkannya...
Kalaulah CERMIN itu diberikan & button PLAY itu dapat memutarkan kembali bait² KEADAAN yang SERUPA....

Ini kali ke-2, aku berdepan / berada dalam situasi ini...

Apa PERLU nya kita mengikut telunjuk KAWAN yang hanya mahu kita berada di tempat nya & langsung tidak peduli akan kelilingnya?

Langsung tidak menghormati... baik KAWAN yang selalu cuba menjaga hatinya... mahupun KAWAN yang sudah BERSTATUS & terpelihara keperibadiannya?
Apa PERLU nya kita membuatkan KAWAN kita turut sama terikut / terjebak dgn ke-TIDAK SEMPURNA-an diri?

Betul... kita semua punya PRINSIP... punya PEGANGAN... punya HAL PERIBADI masing²
Tapi, janganlah terlalu meng-AGUNG-kan sangat mahupun ber-BANGGA dengan apa yg dijalani...

Bagi aku, biarlah kita berpada²... tak perlu terlalu ber-MUKA²... LANTANG mengatakan kita ni saja lah yang BETUL dalam kehidupan ini....

Sebagai KAWAN... aku harap sangat... KAWAN² aku TAK JAUH membelakangkan yang SEBENAR...
Aku mengaku... aku jua tak sesempurna sebagai MUSLIM...
Tapi, aku memilih untuk TIDAK TERIKUT hanya kerana... KAWAN² keliling aku ber-KEADAAN sedemikian...

Terima kasih kerana memberikan INGATAN / PESANAN... & I hope it's APPLY TO YOU too...
Insya Allah...













Monday, November 12, 2012

...pesanan PENAJA

...terlalu banyak sembilu yang menanti agar diberi peluang & ruang untuk memberikan INGATAN berbentuk CALARAN mungkin juga LUKA yang barangkali memudaratkan hingga mendatangkan NANAH

...bukan MENIDAKKAN, adakalanya terlalu TAKSUB menyerap segala PALITAN CEMUHAN boleh membuatkan BUTA akibat terjahan yang tiada hentinya...

...berpeluk tubuh... berjalan sendiri... sudah sekian lama aku lakukan...
...sekadar bercerita... mahupun cuba mendapatkan pendapat... seringkali disalah-ertikan...

mungkin, kerana MATA KASAR begitu pantas menzahirkan apa yang LOGIK ditafsirkan
dan bukannya, usul-periksa yang patut diutamakan....
dan kerana itulah.... aku rela BERSENDIRIAN

...LIFE!

...here by me



I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

Friday, November 9, 2012

...MESSED up!

I don't get YOU...
I don't know what exactly YOU want from me...
and wHy is it even MATTERS if I don't really talk to YOU or even TREAT YOU rite...

At times... I just thought... We just DONE with it...
But... YOU kept makin me WONDER... all over again...
What is it... YOU want from me?

I have to admit... That time... I wasn't into YOU...
Until YOU knocked me... and I starts to WONDER...
Was it for REAL? Or is it just another DRAMA QUEEN?

D arguments never stops...
Almost all da times... ups and down...
But, most of it... slopped & dropped...

YOU keep givin hints...
Or is it me...who just misread da signs?
YOU kept buggin and messin around...
But your body language... your eyes... just SUMS it all...

Don't know what should I do...
Don't know where should I go...
All I want is... to put away all these sorrow...


Saturday, November 3, 2012

...so, what's up now?

You know... when SILENCE it's just TOO LOUD...
And da next thing you know... it's blerrppp on other people's page...
So... should I be bothered by it?
Thou it's  my FAULT... do YOU have to make some criquet?

Hmm...
Too much to say... but I'm not the kind who just luv MESS-in around or just STATE sumthin that other people already took advantage (due to your own fault) & point it back...

Xpe lah... SALAH aku....
Memang SALAH aku...

Tapi... Insya Allah... Dgn Janji Allah...
Moga2 aku SELESAIKAN dgn kadar segera...
Mungkin jua... ko nampak aku ke hulu ke hilir...
Mungkin jua... berbekalkan updates baik di BLOG / FB / Twitter... ataupun rakan2 keliling aku!

Xde apa aku nak TEMBAK balik... mahupun MEMEKAK... atau apa2 saja bentuk yg cuba d-PROVOKE kan...

Jika sampai AJAL aku... aku pastikan WASIAT atas nama KO diutamakan....
Malah... ada tercatat pun dalam bilik aku ni... kat dinding bilik ni...
Insya Allah.... itu JANJI & DOA aku...

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