A very SLEEEPY day

Yesterday...
A really... really... very... very SLEEPY day for me...
I don't know why...
But i think, might be because of I need to get up early just to make sure I go out early & get parking at my office (which is located at PJ)...
Hu hu hu...
Plus with da "nite thingy"... (eiii.. don't get it WRONG, ok!)
I'm still my Abah's daughter...
Yesterday...
Once i got back...
I wait until azan maghrib...
I dont know why I am sooooooo sleepy...
I went sleep around 7.45pm...
Then woke up at 9.30pm... coz i heard SMSs coming in...
Then, I washed my face... do some stuff... later at 12am... i contineu sleep & woke up at 5am...
Giler btol...

MONDAY @ work

woke up @ 5.30am...
here n there...
preparing this n that...
by 7am, I already got out from the house & heads to Petaling Jaya...
As i reached federal h/way... to Desa Waterpark...
MASSIVEEEEEEEEEEEEE JAMMMEEDDDD!!!
My goodness! It's only 7.15am!!!
After get through the GERBANG PINTU SELANGOR...
The jammed kinda slow it down as people already go on their own way...
I arrived at my work place very early... 7.30am!
Wahlauuuu...
But guess what.. i need to look out for parking that quite far... from the building
But still consider ok!
By 8.15am.. I'm already at the building... reporting for 1st day...
And then... straight to the work place I've been located to.
All day... i mean from 8.30am - 5.05pm.... settling the job...
Then, going back... i reached house around 6pm...
Wowwww... I've been awake for more than 12 hours...
Cepatnya masa berlalu...
Isnin ku berjalan begitu pantas sekali

My SUN~day... is a Long Journey...

Woke up early...
Then, preparing my stuff (print, map) for my work...
After that... heads to Tesco to buy few things...
Settled... my journey contineus to Jln Klang Lama to give my friend a product to try.
We went for lunch n cuci mata n jalan²
From Bdr Tsk Sltn ~ Jalan Klang Lama ~ Pertama Complex ~ Sogo ~ Gardens/MidVal
Wahlauuu... what a tiring day...
Before head back home, I checked my work place for today... senang je ;)
Well, need to get ready to go work... have a good day ;)

Bismillah... untuk yang terBAIK buat semua ;)

Penangan si UDANGGGG!!! Arghhh...

Having a discussion with my partner for our L.A.D.E
So, we heads to Kopi-Oh! at PJ (da place where we got our IDEA came for L.A.D.E) to have dinner before we starts to finalize everything
I ordered my favorite's menu, CHICKEN noodle soup (where's the heck UDANG is been mention in this food??!!)
Later on, my food been served & I'm kinda SOOO SOOO HUNGRY... quickly baca doa, bismillah & eat...
Then, masa cedok kuah... and i saw... demmmm 1 EKOR UDANG... & i was like... OMG!
I start searching if there's any UDANG will APPEAR... Yup, anoter 1 EKOR UDANG!
Danggggg!!!
At first... im kinda like... "Hmm... never mind... I can take it out... & contineu finish it"
Finished eating it, I'm kinda like feeling this sort of itchy...
Then... here n there...
And then... i feel like my throat kinda MENGEMBANG & same goes with my TONGUE!
I didn't tell my friend & contineu with our discussion...
Roughly after 2 hours... I'm starting to feel more uncomfortable... & I told my friend & we end up our discussion & went home...
Luckily, I still have the ALLERGY pills, but my tongue still can feel the KEMBANG²,,,
Huwaaaa :(

Si Kecil Yang Geliga

Today, I've been hired by my sister's friend, Kak Gyee for HOT FM - Si Kecil Yang Geliga. Her daughter is one of the finalist for the contest.
It's been held at SACC Mall, Shah Alam.
It's fun.. & more WORTH it & MEMORABLE is... Kak Gyee's daugther, Shikin WON the contest & bring back RM3k (but divided into TWO - 2 contestant per team).
Syukur, Alhamdulillah... dengan rezeki yg diberikan Allah... amin ;)

Done with da BOWLERS... Hang out with da WRITERS ;)

Yesterday.. was SUPERBBBB.... AWESOME!
I've been hired to shoot for Maybank Bowling Tournament (this is my 3rd time working with them - thanks to my sister, Kak Iza)
Settled bowling... I need to meet up my partners for our projects... been delayed so many times (three of us kinda have our own schedules)... and suddenly turned up our ol mates...
Feels like da gath/reunion of WRITERS...
Awesome!!!
Me, Ezli, Fariz, Aliya & Opie lepakkk, chatting, discussing & not forgetting, gossiping at Oldtown White Coffee, Cheras until 1.30am... huhuhu...

Hilang segala penat + exhausted... but still need to go home coz today I need to shoot @ SACC, Shah Alam

Syukur... Alhamdulillah...

This month of March... kinda of... mencari² jgk aku unsur² pendapatan...
Dengan kena menahan diri demi memastikan aku tidak membahayakan keKUKUHan pendapatan...
Dalam beringat & berhati²... pun KENA juga...
Haihhh... sunggoh menguji keSABARan... aku mencari mana silapnya, apa yang tidak kenanya...
Mungkin memang SALAH aku...
Tapi, kalau aku dapat la LAHANAT PENYANGAK tu... memang lerrr...
Aku mencari REZEKI... bukannya senang² DAPAT DUIT... 
Memang la... aku harap la... yang MENGAMBIL HAK aku tu... datang bersujud minta ampun maaf dgn aku kat Semenanjung... aku tak HALAL kan apa yang dia ambil tu...
Kesian kawan aku yg kahwin @ Kota Belud, Sabah tu... tak pepsl beriya nak tolong aku...
Dah ler sepanjang 5 hari aku kat sana... dah memacam dia & family dia memastikan aku & kwn² yg dtg SELESA... dan berikan yang terbaik.... mana nak dapat... mekasey Ijan sekeluarga...

Apa² pun... aku syukur... sejak aku balik dari KK, alhamdulillah.. syukur sgt²... ada job... mmg aku LEGA... syukurnya aku padaMu, Ya Allah

Allison Iraheta ~ Scars Lyrics

Did I say something stupid?
There goes one more mistake
Do I bore you with my problems?
Is that why you turn away?
Do you know how hard I tried
To become what you want me to be?

Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars

You say don't act like a child
But what if its a father I need?
Its not like you don't know what you got yourself into
Don't tell me I'm the one who's naive
Do you know how hard I've tried
To become who you want me to be?

Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars

Come on, just let it go
These are things you can't control
Your expectations, your explainations
Don't make sense to me
You and your alternatives
Don't send me to your therapists
Deep down, I know what you mean
And I'm not sure thats what I wanna be
No

Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
Oh no no no

Did I say something stupid
There goes one more mistake..


Allison Iraheta ~ Scars

Work out that LEMAKKKK puh~leaseeee... huhuhu

Woke up early... to settle few things...

After that... start thinking of something that I should DO... constantly... at least... a day...

Hmm... demmm... i hate myself coz im not myself like those years back...

When i know... i am getting heavy.. i make sure i will do those routines until i can see those line for the pax... hu hu hu.. now.. no more lines... only one stack LEMAKKKK... damsels! 

Come on, Jamy... work out that LEMAKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!
Hiyarkhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;p

TV series...

Hmm...
I just realized that it's been more than 2 weeks I didn't get a chance to catch up my favorite TV series (Criminal Minds & Ghost Whisperers)... and always missed out Private Practice which is on Saturday (usually I have shoots)
Uwaa...
But, I think... Ghost Whisperers will be digantikan dgn Desperate Housewives right?
Or is it... Desperate Housewives will be air after Ghost Whisperers?
Hu hu hu...

Close that DOOR

It's not easy to let go something that used to do... each n every day...
Like it or not... sometimes... I prefer on my own... 

Satu... aku tak perlu pening2 + sakit kepala macam nak pecah paler hanya kerana perlu menjaga HATI...
Ada orang peduli apa keadaan HATI aku?

I used to have good buddy... but, when times goes by... n good buddy pun dah xingt sapa kita... since tu... aku dah x amek pusing sapa sekitar aku...

Tp, x bermaksud aku x menjaga HATI kawan2 yg ada, sedia ada atau pun sudah berlalu pergi membawa haluan masing2...

BerDUA...? lagi payahhh... ha ha ha... aku da lupa erti berDUA.. cepat bosan.. lemas... dr aku perlu jg hati org luar... baek aku jaga hati abah, mak n adik beradik aku... at least, aku tak perlu sakit hati kerana mereka even gado2... kata family... abes2 kat situ gak...

I still remember... my fren, Siti said to me, 2 years back...

     "Might be sebab ko da terlalu lama ON YOUR OWN... dat's why bila ada yg dtg dpn ko yg nda CONVINCING... ko nda ambil pusing"

which is... QUITE TRUE... hu hu hu...

Dulu... aku juga jenis yg sering dbawa2 perasaan emosi kerana tidak ada itu... tidak ada ini... lama2... aku jadi terbiasa... dan mungkin kerana itu... aku lebih suka dgn diri sendiri... paling tidak... cari family aku... atau mencari kawan yg x menyerabotkan lagi keadaan...

FOBIA? Mungkin...

Kadang2... entah lah... bila lihat2 mereka yg di keliling yg putus... then ada yg baru... putus lg... ada lagi yg baru...

Timbul persoalan... gila senang dpt ganti... bila ditanya... rupanya... xboleh idop sorg... perghhhh...

Bagi aku... ntah ler... ada eloknya aku rawat hati aku... xkisah la... aku yg tinggalkan atau ditinggalkan... pada aku... dari trus menyakitkan hati org... baek aku dgn diri aku...

bebalik aku... ha ha ha... ntohhh ler, jah...

I ok je... dgn idop i yg Sdn Bhd... kuang kuang kuang...

Apakan daya... saya sangat SAYANGGGG diri saya... ;)

KL to KK to KB then back to KK then to KL

Whoaaa...
Been 5 days (or more? heh)... i didn't had chance to write something to my blog... though... I've been promise to myself that i will at least... in a day... i have or NEED to write something... (if only i have lappy)... huhuhu...
Well, there's a reason why... I've been away to attend my friend's wedding a.k.a her photographer in Kota Belud, Sabah...
This is my 2nd time to Sabah... i think... 5 years back... attending my friend's wedding too (she's now expecting her 3rd child... congrats Kasma)

I will updates later.... need to get ready for futsal friendly with my ex-colleagues

Filling my time...

Aiyooo...
Been 2 days didn't get a chance to write my blog...
Wohooo...

Heh... i got part time job for 3 days before heads to over the Laut China Selatan...
Syukur... syukur...

Although it's just A MONTH...
But, still... i'm kinda feel the AWKWARD...

Need to wake up early...
Walk to KTM... waiting... almost an hour...

Masuk off... kuar lunch (almost sebulan aku pekin makan... mcm pelik mkn d tgh hari... aihhh, naik balik lepat lemat ni... ha ha ha) masuk off balik... smbg keja... balik... tunggu KTM.. jln kaki...

Kuang kuang kuang...

Da best part... meeting new people...

"Why did u apply for freelance only? Still studying?"

"Oh, I'm also studying in SMK BBSP. I'm 20 years old. Are you 21?"

Yay!!! Saya muda... suka suka suka... ;) weeeeeeeeee

CHAOS in CERAKAH

Woke up around 6am... after solat suboh... already packed my bag & my baby, D80...
I'll picking up my fren, Ereen... so, on the way to my car... I call her...
Tak bangunnnnn lagi... ha ha ha... antoooo
Panaskan enjin dulu...then, head to Puchong Prima...
15 minuts frm Bdr Tsk Sltn... arrived in front of Ereen's ous... I call her for 2nd time...

Jamy: "Aku da dpn uma ko ni?"
Ereen: "Ha? Apa? Aaa... kejap... kejap.... aku siap!"

Pokemon Ereen... boleh bantai tdo lps aku call dia tadi... sengal!

Another 15 minutes... we go to USJ 16... to meet E'en, Aud & Rina...

5 of us... had breakfast @ mamak's Melur...

Settled... we buy water, food for our bekalan & trus ke Bukit Cerakah.

Arrived there roughly around 10.15am... my goodness... da ramai org... lupa plak... minggu ni bebdk cuti sekolah... maka panjang lagi perbarisannya...

Have to wait for almost 2 hours just to sewa bikes... haiyoooo...

Finally... sebaik tangan menggengam basikal... dengan lajoonya para pelumba ini memecut lajooo berdesuppp peginya...

Danggg... lama giler xryde basikal...

Last time? Hmm... when I still had my own bike... 10 - 11 years back?!! 
My goshhhh... ha ha ha... menggigil kaki, peha, lutut kayohhh... ha ha ha...

Almost 1 hours & half la gak mengayoh...
Naik bukit, turun bukit, ala² nak tergolek pun hader...
But da important thing is... PELOH + LEMAKKK sunggoh kurasakan ia berlalooo pergi...
Wahhh gitooo...

Da uninvited...

Hmm...

I know I'm not PERFECT...

Those who knows me definitely know WHO I AM...

Yup, I know... I wear TUDUNG... I wear SNOW CAP.. And I'm also meeting some friends, clients, family members without anything to cover up my head...

It's not that I CAN'T ACCEPT any COMMENTS or TEGURAN...
But do YOU have to do it PUBLICLY? OPENLY?

Da brainstorming...

Well... da main reason i'm meeting my partner to discuss our L.A.D.E project...
Heh...
Came another PARTNER... another IDEA of PROJECT....
Haiyooo...
Yup... kinda miss those days... as WRITER...
I hope... I'm going to the RIGHT PATH...
Insya Allah... amin ;)

12 March 2010...And it's been a month...

12 February 2010 - 12 March 2010 = 1 Month

Phewww... How am I doin rite now?
Hmm... looking... searching... finding...
...relaxing? Kinda of... when got stucked with the situations & dilemmas.

Let's pray... to be more positive... more motivates... more efforts... more oppurtunity... chances...
Insya Allah... Amin!

Alice In Wonderland

 
Yay! Made it! Had a chance to watch Alice In Wonderland @ Cineleisure with Ms Siti

            (I did mentioned to Siti after got the tix: "Lain kali, book tix pastikan ada no booking ya, Siti?" & she replied, "Ya, ba.. aku lupa hari tu" smbl sengih²) Ha ha ha... Siti... Siti...

Since the movie starts at 9.45pm... & we already sooooooooooo early arrived there... Kinda wondering what to eat although our stomach already singing n making so much noise... Starting from TGIF... no! Kenny Rogers... no! Ayam Penyert... no! Kopitiam... no! Thai Expres... also no! At last, Siti made up her mind... Little Penang Kafe! Yum yum... 1st time we ate there... Curry Mee, awesome! Siti ordered Prawn Mee... she said... totally super-duper yum yum! Coz there are big prawn in that mee.

Still have so much time... we kinda lurking around... here n there... up n down... then, bumps into.. Popeye ~ Chicken & Seafood... Siti wants to buy DESERTTTT plak! Ha ha ha... Nampak je slim keding kurus kering... tp, makan... klu time dia sgt HUNGRY... kalah org badan saiz ku ni... Kuang kuang kuang...

Already at the waiting place in front of cinema around 9pm... man!!! So lambattttt... I saw Siti already looks like need a pillow... Nyesal plak beli tix pkl 9.45pm...

At last... 9.30pm... Cinema 6... blinking... trus beratur masuk... kena tunggu lagi... aihhhh!!! Ads + trailer = 15 minits... arghhhh... huargghhh... yawning like hell...

Later on... the movie starts at 10.15pm... haiyoooooooooooooooo!!!

The movie makes me wanna find the novel... Tim Burton's FILM..... totally awesome, dud! No doubt bout it... Even though... we kinda like to think that Johnny Depp is the main character (which is... kinda true also)... but the gurl, Mia Wasikowska as Alice totally a good actress too... wonder why the attention is more likely to Johhny... hu hu hu.. other's character.. I adores the Chesire Cat - Stephen Fry... the voice... is magnificent... he he he.. and also the Tweedledee / Tweedledum

Thirst~day

Already Thursday?
Perghhh...
What I've been doing this weekend?
Hmm...
Looking for ideas... yup!
Loking for jobs... definitely?
Looking for more job shoots... INDEED!


Oh ya... not forgetting... I wanna wish to my friend, Pn Nurul Aqidah a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Idea & concept...

Yay!
At last... d idea & concept came!
Just waiting for confirmation & final deal with my partner...
Hopefully it will become REAL, insya allah... amin

Searching...

Dealing with dilemma...
Always driven with uncertain thoughts...
And I keep on lurking around...
Hoping that I can be more specific...
So, that I don't have to be worry...
Once I've made my decision.

I always wonder...
Am I doing the right thing?
Am I gonna be OKAY?
Or
Am I able to walk out this dungeons of dull & soppy life?

Where should I go from here?
How do I deal with the uninvited guess?

I am... trying to be the best out of it...
I know... I can be what I wanna be...
I have to push harder... & not just keep on dreaming...

I pray & I hope... I'm gonna be OKAY & able to SMILE again

Prediction...

October 4th ~ October 13th = Navy
 
Navy

You are attractive
And love your life
You have a strong feeling towards everything
And very easily distracted
Once you get angry at someone, its hard for you to forgive them.





















Uuu.... so.... ermmm ;p

Great Monday....

Phewwww...
What a great Monday for me...
Full of agenda...
I go here and there...
Starts from... settling my personal things... and then, attending the launch of "Japenese Design Today 100" @ Balai Seni Lukis Negara (invited by The Japan Foundation)... after that, rushed back to go for Friendly Futsal with my ex-colleague & managed to get back before the "Criminal Minds" starts to air.... Yeahhh!!!

I lurveeee my Monday...

And of course... today also is my beloved friend, sista or the person i called, DoOd... Pn Hazelliana Mulyaprawira... happy birthday to you... may all da happiness & bless be with you... semoaga panjang umor & murah rezeki... amin

100m for DBKL

I just got back from Seri Petaling... settle my things...
Well, for your information... these days... wherever you wanna park, you'll definitely need to pay, right?
So, same goes to all the parking spaces at Seri Petaling.
So, on my behalf - I did paid for the tix... it's just RM0.60 per hour... what's the problem?
Huhuhu....

So, as i walked out from Maybank to my car... at the Restoran Mamak Kinrara... I already saw 2 man from DBKL checking cars - those who don't pay & put their tix at the dashboard...
Then... as i reached 7-Eleven... the drama begins...
5 people from the mamak... 2 people from Hong Leong Bank... run like they are in the race for 100m to their car.... some of them.. run to the machine... to pay & try to put the tix before the DBKL give summons...
But, i think.. it's already to late... ha ha ha.. poor thing

Well... i know sometimes... i also didn't do the same thing by not paying the tix... but when i think of that the summons will be RM30 - RM50... compare to... you only  need to pay RM0.60 per hour...which one do you prefer?

Heh... plus... i'm kinda phobia with some of unwanted tragedy to happen again... that's why... i prefer the safe one... ;)

Solomon Kane

Had a chance to watch "Solomon Kane" movie @ Mid Valley with my friend, Ms Siti.

At first, Ms Siti mentioned that she already booked the tix @ 7pm via telephone & i thought, everything is settled.

When arrived @ GSC & got into the phone-booking counter, the staff asked her bout the booking number & guess what, Siti didn't have the booking number.

Apparently, Siti thought by calling & mentioned that she want to book for the movie - everything is complete & settle... ha ha ha... haiyoooo... siti... siti...

Heh... usually, I'm the one who will do the booking - i did try the night before... but couldn't book coz usually u need at least 2 days before the actual day... & siti mentioned she want to call & try to book...

So. since we already there... so... we just contineu to line up to the long long line to buy tix... man!!! i neverrr everrr... i mean.. usually.. when i want to watch movie... i'll definitely book it online... luckily, although it's really a long line.. but the line keep on moving... n moving... but still roughly 15 - 20 minutes we need to get the tix... & fair enough, we got seats... 4th row @ front...

settled buying tix... kinda hungry... still left half an hour before the movie starts... wondering around... but afraid if we go eat  & gonna late... so, Siti bought popcorn... and she thought that, the popcorn is for her to eat when the movie play... but guess what... someone's hungry... popcorn finished before the movie starts... ha ha ha... she starts mumbling... & then... the movie start... thank god

It's been such a long long time i didn't watch movie @ GSC MidVal... heh... the bau hapak from the cinemas still there although GSC did upgrade the seats... i prefer to watch @ Cineleisure though...

The movie... at first kinda cool... with all the slaughters & suffers... but towards the end... when the creatures from hell make the appearance... I'm kinda like... oh god... why do u have to enter frame? kinda spoiled the flow.... & i can expect what's comes next...

But, still... from 5 stars... i gave 3 1/2

Finished "Solomon Kane"... our stomach making noise much more noisier... heh!

So, we head back to the Noodle Station, just below from the GSC's floor....

Totally worth it!

Gathering...

Today is my nephew's birthday, Ahmad Harith Aiman... he's already 8 years old.
Sharing the birthday's date, also 2 friend of mine...

1) Nurul Azrin Binti Haji Abdul Rahman (Ayin)... a good friend of mine when i was in form 1 until form 3.
A very briliant & good gurl. A big fan of those days band, Slam (she really adores the vocalist, Zamani).
Ha ha ha ha... Lost contact when she moved to SM Sains Pasir Puteh... managed to get her contact number, but i called her... she don't really remember... hmm... i guess, all the memories have gone when time flies away...

2) Nadiah a.k.a Nad... she is my friend from college... in the 1st Sem... very complicated gurl... but she always hanging around wit me n my other housmates. Last time i heard bout her, she's still working at the Petrosains. I did bumped into her few years back...


So, as for me... d AJs have the usual gathering (but 3 of my brothers have to work)... we had pizza, spaghetti & home-made mashed potatoes & not forgetting... the cake's from Secret Recipe - the Ben 10!

We eat n eat... relaxing... watching movies... & the best part is, my sister opened up our precious family photo album... and we starts to laugh... n even trying to make comparison with the nieces n nephews... Ha ha ha... totally hilarious to the max...

I just love being able to hang out + gathered with my beloved family... d AJs


Jamy AJ

Undefined...

Urgh...
Been trying n keep on trying...
And... arghhh...
I kept browsing here & there...
But, still...
Nothing much... and kept hanging... stucked...
Aihhhh

Settled...

Phewwww...
Alhamdulillah...
Every thing - settled!
Hopefully... after this, everything will go smooth n well...
And the thing is... I don't have to worry anymore...
Syukur...


So... let's contineu writing great stuff...
Wish me ALL DA BEST!

Thanx...


Jamy AJ

L.A.D.E

Already MARCH 2010... Wow... TIME really flies so much faster than i thought! And now, I'm on my own Really HOPE that I'll make it through for everything that will awaits me With HOPES + EFFORTS + PRAY... By the end of the day, I manage to STAND on my OWN FEET And indeed... this LIFE AIN'T DAT EASY

Jamy AJ